Lately, I've been really going hard trying to graduate. These next ten weeks cannot pass quickly enough. I'm kind of in the place in which I am feeling just completely done with college. I'm thankful for the knowledge I've acquired and for the people I've gained. It's just that my mind is in different places now.
I am completely focused on my physical and mental well-being. That focus has forced me to eliminate many, many things and people. I'm just finally accepting the fact that not everyone you meet is meant to remain in your life. You just can't start a new chapter in your life if you keep re-reading the last one.
So, I've been focused on the here and now. A friend reminded me about a week ago that the past is in the past, the future doesn't exist, therefore all we have is now. This present moment. So, why not focus on that? Why not focus on the things you CAN change? Why not focus on the things that matter most? My journey in doing just this has led me to live by one statement: Be here now. That's all we have. Now.
Realizing and living by that rule has brought so many positive changes to my life. I'm more in touch with my body than I've ever been. I am remaining committed to my yoga journey. My diet is pretty much on point. I've only allowed myself to spend my time with those who lift me up. I no longer settle for the company of those who do not make a positive impact on my life. I know now that I love and appreciate myself enough to not allow myself to settle out of fear or loneliness. It's a really good feeling.
I found a yoga program I will be starting next September in Nashville. It's everything I dreamed it would be and more. I'll be learning the basics of teaching and then moving on to maternity and restorative yoga. I also definitely want to explore children's yoga. I'm just so excited about things to come.
I've posted some heavy things on Dear Ilena recently. I suppose you could check it out if you're interested in what's going on in Ilena's world.
This is what our lives look like lately:
As you can see, Ilena is becoming a rather skilled photographer :)
And I guess that's all I have for you now. Life is changing at a forever increasing rate, it seems. Stay tuned for further chaos.
xo-
Chelsea
